everything; Hunny

Yesterday outing was fun as usual with the girls. But my mind wasnt really working that well. Im kinda disappointed after having that talk with eyla. Yes of coz i gt to blame myself for my stupidity. But, what can i do now. It s over. The only chance left is to give it another shot. I really want it. Eyla knows how badly i ve been wanting it. I cant stop thinking about it. I hope Allah show me the path on which is good for me. Whateva it is, i will try. I promise.

*Dear Allah, please guide me thru wad is good for me..*

Love;